The Inevitable Plummet

The title of this entry very adequately indicates where I'm at. Anxious, desolate, and fearful - I feel like I've taken 5 steps backwards. There have been few nights this week where I haven't had to take my PRN anti-anxiety medication. It's just so hard to keep going. This ebb and flow is taxing and discouraging to the nth degree. Luckily I have the strong support of loved ones keeping me afloat.