Again and Again and Again.

When do I get to find that one friend for keepsies?  The one that doesn't mind whether it's day or night . . . just come over . . . let's go grab something . . . I feel like . . . let's . . . 

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Let's not . . .

Why do I always get let's not . . . but not even . . . just a disappearance, a disengage, a falling out, a betrayal . . . 

How did it come to not daring to say Best Friend . . . Sister . . . Bestie . . . Any title, any capitalization brings me closer to the end.  Announcing their elevation only brings them closer to the plummet.