Deleted the other blog, for those who knew of it/were following it. I'm fickle. Thus is my nature. I only have the desire to discuss it when it's happening, and nothing's really happening anymore. If you want the rest of the g on g story, just ask me. But for now, nothing terribly adventurous is happening in that department.
It's FAIRE SEASON! And I'm ill already! YAY! 3rd weekend in and I'm bogged down by a head cold. Yay me. I wish I could even enjoy the days off a little, but no, I'm ill and recuperating. Lots of adorable pictures of me are floating about, which always delights and baffles me.
I'm putting my toes in . . . ever so slowly . . . into the deep, murky waters of wedding planning. It's a scary motherfucker. Like, thanks Disney, for making me want that fairy tale bullshit. I mean, mine won't be traditional, by any means, but I still want that big ideal wedding. I can't avoid it, I have a shitton of family. It looks like we're looking at about 100 guests. Which could be worse, I suppose. But it's still a loooot. I don't want anyone taking on debts for this.
The illness better fly away because . . . it looks like I'm going to be waitressing in the very near future! There is a restaurant near Faire that is now managed by the husband of a friend, and a lot of Faire type peeps are working there, so I said hey, why not. I need the extra money bigtime, plus I'll love my coworkers. I've never waited before, so that part is a bit intimidating, but I figure it's 75% acting anyway. Right up my alley. The only thing I don't really know is how to do taxes when you figure in tips or whatever. Damn the man!
::sigh:: I feel like I've exhausted what I can say. I almost called my Beff last night because every once in a while I get that overwhelming pressure of eternity weighing me down. You know, mortality and all. No big, just looking your finite self right in the eyes. I avoided severe reaction but it's still entirely overwhelming.
I plan to start a big internet art project once Faire is over and I have spare time again. A web comic-y artistic outlet. We'll see how that pans out. Mah boy said he'll web design and we can go from there. It's good to have a project.
Anyway, I think I'm done. I'm busy doing nothing on my sick day, dontchaknow.